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Sunday, September 8, 2013

Bad

assalamualaikum
Ish kenapa la harini rasa tak sedap hati. Rasa semacam. Haih. Mintak mintak la takde apa apa. Dari tadi rasa macam ni. Sakitttttt hati ni saya sorang je rasa. Haih. Macam macam lah.
Selalu tak de la macam ni.tetiba je .
On twitter, spoil mood habis dengan macam2 agenda dekat TL. Menyampah pun ada.

Hope rasa sakit hati and  tak sedap hati ni hilang cepat lah.
Aamin.

Saturday, September 7, 2013

Kenapa dia tak nampak?

Okay, title tu bughuk sikit.tapi tak kisah lah.haish. boleh menjerit tak? Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!
Why,
Why Mr.wrong(not a real name) tak nampak orang yang hargai dia.
Why dia tak appriciate orang yang lebih ikhlas dekat dia? *eww sounds legit. _. *
Seriously, confuse. Saya penat.pening.confuse.lonely. kenapa dia susah sangat nak faham. You know what? I've been waiting for him for a long time. How about 1 years?lama kan. Ergh, even dah pindah sekolah pun rasa macam takde perasaan kat mana mana orang. Okay maybe Mr.wrong ingat saya ni  budak2 or whatever.but at least, i want to hear unexpecteble words from him. Imean.ergh, whatever.
Couple?please jangan sebut.agak geli.i dont want our relationship to be like that. I just wanna here what am i to him.i want to hear that he will be waiting for me like i did.
I never in love or have a crush with someone before. Sounds legit. Agh, i know.but, you know what, waiting for someone that we know that could not be ours is painful. Teadrops every single day.
And every single day, im waiting for his reply. It's painful. A lot. Until now, we haven't start our conversation yet.last date, 7/8 about 3 or 4 week.again, it's painful. Day by day, time after time , i think i wanna kill him by myself.

p/s:Seriously, i miss you so much and i hope you know. I'm waiting for you. Forever.

All too well

Assalamualaikum.
So, pernah dengar the word friends? Opcourse pernah. But have ever thought that kita get dumped by kawan kita sendiri, but suddenly, kawan kita yang dump kita be one of our best friends? :)

Hrmm..talk about her, yeah yeah yeah :/ it's true. It happen to me. Dulu dia selalu marah saya, buat ni tak kena buat tu kena. And cakap pun tak kena? :O *Bila fikir balik,ermm i don't want to live in this planet anymore.yemjii*

It's not like saya kena buli or something. (Tak dinafikan) but seriously, even kita budak baru takkan la she treat me like that?Okay.tutup kisah lama. Open new page

She, sekarang dah lain. And I'm comfortable with her treat to me.not so bad bila kita dah kenal betul betul dia macam mana right? dia pandai ajar EA.god,just imagine la ajar budak bendul macam saya.memang pening lah.but thanks to her,dia ajar sampai dapat even kena study hard lagi. Dia yang dulu marah marah.now tak dah. Marah saya?woops,not today. MEmang kena marah balik.hikhok.
Again, thanks, she only friends that i have in my new school that i trust. Not anyone.just her.thanks: )